Can't Sleep: Suffer, and Mercy

Yea, these few days, I always awake. Dunno why.

Some thoughts crosses my mind. Whether this is the effect of watching "Surga yang Tak Dirindukan" with Hujan last night? Be the last audience in BTM then made us back to the terminal again because there was no public transportation? Half a run on Pasar Anyar and relieved when getting angkot 16? Hahah, I think I've nothing to do with it!

Actually, I feel happy. Praise to Allah, we're still together: Ocean-Cloud, Rain-Rain's Grappler, Dew-Sun. I mean: Samudra Awan, Hujan dan Penggenggam Hujan, dan --yang ini masih Wallahu a'lam bi as shawwab-- Embun-Matahari (Sorry, susah bikin English nya!)

*The story about the Sun will be posted later, in sya Allah  because still gaje
My best friends which has been fused in me, hopefully this friendship not just till the death do us part, but also my neighbors in heaven.

OK, Let's cave the story about kindness today. I got a free meal twice this afternoon. First, when I'm alone in cafeteria, there is a student's Dad who asking me some questions about registration process then pay my food. After that, Uni Rita comes and we go to Mang Jaja. I can't reject it.
May Allah bless them.

 Return to our topic.
Is happiness make us can't sleep well?

Or, a Suffer?
I send Samudra this message: "suffering is a gift, and in it there is a mercy"

Samudra Oh, Samudra... tell me, what should I do when I miss you?
May be this can be treated by singing Letto's  song.

And you are my friend
Charmingly sentimental brain
There’s a truth behind a cry
 And there’s a cry behind a lie
On every words that come out strong
 Just let them go and let’s get along
On every grudge and every fight
 I miss you all day and night
Have you had your time off today?
To drink a cup of tea and smile away


Now, I wanna sleep. Wake me up when September ends, okay...